Spirit of the Eagle

I have so many things in my mind that conflict with the things that I do and say. I am trying to do things that please God while trying to please my husband and discipline my son. There are hidden things that I don’t talk about with anyone but my husband and God. There are secrets that if found out could do detriment. But they are not my secrets alone. I don’t know how to live holy while I am battling what other people want from me. I don’t know how to stay righteous when people are asking me for unrighteous things. What things are just too much? What is not enough? Where do you draw the line? Where are the boundaries set? I wish I could say more, but I cannot…else I will do harm to others and myself. I just need prayer for guidance more than anything right now I think.